mandy moore! :D

today my friend asked me to listen to some of mandy moore's song.

at first, i thought the song is not as good as he told me. and i was just like:

no. not that cute.

i was just like:

yeah, bored.

he finally got me listen to one of mandy's song called "cry" it is one of "a walk to remember" movie's soundtrack. so, i tried to listen to that song and you know what?

i ended up with downloading FIVE of Mandy's song such as only hope, someday we'll know, its gonna be love, etc.

God,

her song is awesome! :D

you have to listen to them! and "cry" is the best! its not a sad song like its title, its a cheerful song instead! woohoo! mandy moore!

and dont forget she sang "i see the light" in rapunzel (tangled) *not only i see the light actually, she even played as rapunzel!* and her voice is so damn awesome!

i love mandy moore from now on. :)

YEAH!

ok, today is the last day for my exam, and today's subjects were math and religion,

and well, i guess i did very well in math (really! i cant even believe it myself!)

but... i think i did some mistakes, aaaa dunnooo! -__-

AAA WHATEVER! THE EXAM IS OVER AND LETS JUST HAVE FUN!

no, i cant. truly i cant. i think ill get some remedial for some subject *like math, actually im still in doubt whether i can pass the score or not -_-

buuuut, this exam is very important for me, i have to be better than last year because i wanna be a thoracic surgeon. yeah, the preparation to study in medical faculty is needed from now on. so...

well, ive gave my best in this exam, and i think god will not disappoint me, so, just wish me luck! :)

at least i didnt turn out like this -_-

lol! actually I DID! *just a little bit distressed -_-

So meee :)

this line is sooo mee :)

GINGERBREAD!

I LOVE GINGERBREAD!

look, not only delicious, but they are cute too! love them so damn much! :D

try some, a bite wont kill :)

well...

stop thinking that i know the things that youre thinking of!

dont you even know that we have our different head and brain? -_-

oh yeah, lets just sing along -_-

this cat is nothing but hes cute isnt he? :3

what a life!

Just Read It :)

I DON'T KNOW WHAT WILL BE HAPPEN TOMORROW, ALL I HAVE IS NOW. JUST NOW.

I FEEL SO . . .

STUPID!

yeah, i feel so damn stupid!

(chill up, this cat is nothing -_-)

this night, on may 5th, at 23.54, I realized that I've been a fool!

YEAAAAHH!!! *sorry but I feel so happy that I could finally rea

lize it -_-

now, what I realized this night is, that I'm so stupid to think about something that wouldn't be thought by someone that I . . . well, you can say it as someone that I love (?)

YEAAAAH, why do I have to think about something unnecessary? THAT'S NOT LIKE ME

he's living his normal life without thinking about anything that I thought so WHY DO I HAVE TO THINK ABOUT SOMETHING THAT HE DOESN'T EVEN THOUGHT? *sorry, things went more complicated and my english is getting worse, i'm terribly sorry -___-

NOW, I have to get my life back *to normal* be a cheerful girl as I was, and... well, just live my life

besides, I have SO MANY DREAMS to fly and I think I don't even have time to think about HIM

I wouldn't say goodbye or something like I will forget him, or I will never fall in love again or some extreme things like *well, you know -__-

ALL I NEED TO DO IS JUST LIVE MY LIFE AND KEEP LIFTING MYSELF

one more thing:

seems like his facebook profile is a pandora box, it means that I can't open it, and I wouldn't

FOCUS!

I WILL BE A THORACIC SURGEON!

I WILL FOCUS TO MY DREAM!

I CAN BE A THORACIC SURGEON!

conflict of emotions (?)

Ill try to forget you (well, actually im trying now)

but i dont know why, WHY ARE YOU SO HARD TO FORGET?

its easy to remember you, i even do it all day but . . .

ok, maybe ill just try harder, ill try harder to forget you

I can forget you, cant I?

maybe its raining heavily in my heart right now?

but i dont want to walk in the rain anymore :)

perhaps ill just wait till the rain stop, and the sky become clear again

and at that time . . .

Ill let this love, this illusion go . . .

sorry for troubling you that much, and thank you :)

Just a Silly Pict That I Found

To be honest, I like her hairstyle :3

What Becomes a Broken Hearted?

so tired of waiting . . .

But loving you, loving someone like you is more painful than I thought

why do you always giving me hopes? even it's just a little one? Can't you see? Don't you know? That I can get it wrong?

I'm expecting too much aren't I?

I never be good enough for you, I will never be good enough for you.

There are so many pretty girls out there. I'm just the ugly one. I don't even deserve your smile. I don't deserve anything! Do I?

Sorry for troubling you too much, sorry for expecting too much. I'm just a moron, an ugly moron. Don't mind me. Keep on your life, an ugly person like me, doesn't deserve anything from you. Sorry

Which One are YOU?

feel familiar?

WHAT?!

oh, this is another random post, im in love

what?

yeah, im in love, IM IN LOVE!

WHAT?!

God, everything is spinning around my head, i cant even spend a day without thinking bout him [even in my toilet's time. (REALLY!)]

he gives me some signals but i dont even dare to confess (and i dont want to be the one who confess first actually)

HE GIVES ME TOO MANY ATTENTIONS!

hes kind of popular boy (were not at the same school but we were classmates in junior high school)

his ex is pretty while im not

im so afraid that hell know about my feeling

but deeply, deeply in my deepest heart, i want him to confess

he gives me some attention and i feel happy about that

but... im just afraid!

im afraid that im just expecting too much from him while he has nothing for me!

uhh, God, why do you give humans this kind of feeling?

i feel so ashamed :(

YUM!

this is YOU when you are about to eat something (ok, this is not you, this is me)

youre eating now (bon apetit!)

well, you can ask someone to clean your teeth

not funny, eh? sorry, ill try to make it funnier later, feel so sleepy, so i couldnt make it a great one (lying)

but keep visiting my page! you dont know what are you going to find next time! (please! please!)

maybe next time ill post about some stuffs around me (?)

JOY!

and we finally met again (i told you to visit this page again didnt i?)

JOY!

Heya!

ok, this is my first post (shouldnt i write a valuable thing then?) NO!

however, this is my blog, i can write anything i want here (well, almost anything)

so, you can read it or you can just leave it! (no, im deadly serious, please read it)

ill post the real post in my next post (got it? no? read it once more!)

sooo, what should i say? hmm, well, VISIT MY BLOG AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN

(please, im begging you)

this IS NOT me! okay?!