oh, this is another random post, im in love
what?
yeah, im in love, IM IN LOVE!
WHAT?!
God, everything is spinning around my head, i cant even spend a day without thinking bout him [even in my toilet's time. (REALLY!)]
he gives me some signals but i dont even dare to confess (and i dont want to be the one who confess first actually)
HE GIVES ME TOO MANY ATTENTIONS!
hes kind of popular boy (were not at the same school but we were classmates in junior high school)
his ex is pretty while im not
im so afraid that hell know about my feeling
but deeply, deeply in my deepest heart, i want him to confess
he gives me some attention and i feel happy about that
but... im just afraid!
im afraid that im just expecting too much from him while he has nothing for me!
uhh, God, why do you give humans this kind of feeling?
i feel so ashamed :(