STUPID!
yeah, i feel so damn stupid!
(chill up, this cat is nothing -_-)
this night, on may 5th, at 23.54, I realized that I've been a fool!
YEAAAAHH!!! *sorry but I feel so happy that I could finally rea
lize it -_-
now, what I realized this night is, that I'm so stupid to think about something that wouldn't be thought by someone that I . . . well, you can say it as someone that I love (?)
YEAAAAH, why do I have to think about something unnecessary? THAT'S NOT LIKE ME
he's living his normal life without thinking about anything that I thought so WHY DO I HAVE TO THINK ABOUT SOMETHING THAT HE DOESN'T EVEN THOUGHT? *sorry, things went more complicated and my english is getting worse, i'm terribly sorry -___-
NOW, I have to get my life back *to normal* be a cheerful girl as I was, and... well, just live my life
besides, I have SO MANY DREAMS to fly and I think I don't even have time to think about HIM
I wouldn't say goodbye or something like I will forget him, or I will never fall in love again or some extreme things like *well, you know -__-
ALL I NEED TO DO IS JUST LIVE MY LIFE AND KEEP LIFTING MYSELF
one more thing:
seems like his facebook profile is a pandora box, it means that I can't open it, and I wouldn't